No, Christmas actually makes me pretty sad as a divorced father living at poverty level in a pretty crummy place. Not sure if I’ll see my son on Christmas anyway. Maybe an hour or so. Maybe will go to a diner or something. He’ll probably spend most of the day with his mother and stepfather who abused him for so many years when he was younger. It’s hard to believe i used to have somewhat normal Christmases with him when he was a little kid when I was still married and lived in a house and we had a Christmas tree and stuff like that. Wow, it almost seems like it never even happened. Like a dream